And A Mountain to Conquer
For Ted
When my brother told me that he had
An incurably intestinal cancer
I threw myself to the sofa in a position
Of submission, I couldn’t stop crying
For two days and for days afterwards I remained
A nanosecond from the floods
But it was the anguish and the desire to
Undo what already is, that was most debilitating
All the worse the cancer is hereditary
From an absentee father who gave us nothing
But his family mutating DNA then left us alone
My brother is courageous and sharp and
Is married to a woman who is sharp and
Courageous together they are unbeatable
They had been mutually supporting
Each other and their children successfully
For 40 years when the family DNA set in
There have been other battles but this
Would be their biggest mêlée ever as
The set-backs mound to wear the spirit down
So with the precision of a military strategist
They defined the problem Developed the goal
And the means to it and implemented the program
Stage by stage they knew where they were headed
And the obstacles they would encounter
Then on May 13 his weight stabilized and
Even a slight rebound but May is not a month
For good news and near its end my brother’s
Son is found to have a tumor in his head
The size of an egg the cosmos is piling on
One by one these impediments come
Acknowledge them you must
Give then their due then
Well them out of existence
And my brother
He planned his hike up Mt. Kilimanjaro.
So I brought him a book of the many
Trails up this magnificent mountain
It was not to be and it turned out
That he would not need that guide book
For the mountain he would claim.