Sarah Jane Bellamy
Xhenis...I've heard people say you have to push through grief to get to the other side. But I believe there is no other side....there's no pushing through. But more of absorbtion, adjustment and acceptance. You just endure. It can't be a task to finish. It seems more like an element of yourself...an alteration of your being. A new way of seeing. A new definiton of yourself. My heart aches for you and the kids. I can't know all you must feel, but I have you on my mind everyday. You are one of the strongest women I know, but Marc's death is shattering. Somehow I know you are surrounded with true friends and this is the time to rely on all of them. I send love and support to you and Mila and Dash. Always...Sarah