Olivia
I am so sorry for your loss and I know that your family is going through a difficult time, but please be assured that through prayer God will strengthen you. The scripture at 2 Corinthians 1:3,4 tells us that "God is the father of tender mercies and of comfort; who comforts us in all our trials so that we maybe able to comfort other." This scripture has helped me to deal with trials and hopefully it can help you as well.