Lisa
I am truly sorry for your loss. When we lose a loved one in death it can seem unbearable. Feelings of pain and helplessness can overcome us. But we can find hope and be comforted through the scriptures. At Psalm 37:29 it says, " The righteous themselves will possess the earth, and they will reside forever upon it." Jehovah God assures us of his promises. I hope you can find comfort in them.
Lisa