Where do I even begin? How do I even begin?….Anthony was my baby brother (my 6’4” “baby” brother), although most people who first met us SWORE we were twins. For most of our lives, we were INSEPARABLE and although I know I drove my brother crazy at times, he was ALWAYS there to pick me up when I was down, way down sometimes, he was there to talk much needed sense into me when I needed it most (and to remind me if I didn’t listen, my not so “baby” brother was I’ll make SURE I straightened up), we helped each other, we leaned on one another….I was just with him the morning he passed away, oh Ant (Waldo), how BIG of a HUG I would have given you when we got out of your jeep that morning, what I would give to go back to that morning! I’ll forever save the $2s ya have me that morning…$32 to be exact (and all for “just because”), $32….crazy huh? Because you just had your 32nd birthday in heaven. I miss you and Jay so bad it literally HURTS, but I’m SO VERY grateful at the outpour of love our family has received on your behalf. It breaks my heart because I know you didn’t even have a clue just HOW MANY people you impacted so greatly and just how LOVED you were by EVERYONE who has EVER known you! (I always told you, that I know..but you INSISTED you weren’t anything but a regular ol’ dude-bro you were and ARE SO MUCH MORE!) I am lost without you and Jay, I’m not sure even how to do life without you, but I KNOW in my heart you’re still here with me EVERY SINGLE DAY! I love you little bro, (or should I say FAM)! Save me a seat next to you guys, until we meet again! Oh, and let me not forget to thank you for loving my children (your niece and nephews) as your very own, they are crushed, please, please watch over them and FOREVER protect them!! We need ya fam. Love you! Xoxo