Lisa
My thoughts and prayers are with you. When we lose a loved one the feelings we have can be unbearable. But we can draw strength from the bible, there it gives us the promises from Jehovah God. One of his promises is at John 5:28,29, "Do not marvel at this, because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out." We can have real confidence in this.
Lisa