Lisa
My thoughts and prayers are with you during this sad time. The feelings we have when we lose a loved one in death can be unbearable. But through the scriptures we can find hope. At John 5:28,29 Jehovah God promises us, "Do not marvel at this, because the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out...." We can have complete confidence in God's promises.
Lisa