My precious Jason, from the moment I knew you were to be born I was overjoyed with a love and a bond I had never felt before. My heart was filled with so much love, anticipation and excitement. I am forever grateful for all my memories and every moment we shared together. You confided your hopes, fears, and dreams in me, and I encouraged you along the way. I still can’t believe you’re gone, I keep waiting for you to walk through the front door. In the still of the day I can still hear you say “hey mom…” I cherish that, and hope I always hear your voice.
I thought writing your obituary was the most difficult thing I have ever done. But I was wrong. Living life without you is even harder. Living without your smile and hugs. You were, and forever will be my smile. Beyond that great big smile of yours was an even greater and bigger heart. You are my greatest blessing and greatest love. You are the greatest gift from God. Thank you for the best 38 years of my life. I am so proud of you Jason. So very, very proud. Please tell God “thank you” for me. Tell him how grateful, lucky, and privileged I feel that he chose me to be your mom. I love you so very much. My pride. My joy. My love. My life. My one and only. Until I am called up to be with you…I hold you with my whole entire heart. I miss you, everything about you. I love you, I love you, I love you!!!
Love always and forever, Mom XO 💙❤️