Melinda
Ma,
It’s still so hard to believe that you are no longer here. Nearly one year later, I am holding on to your loving spirit, innocence and laughter knowing there will never be anyone that can replace the special place that is permeated and etched in my heart. I never got the chance to tell you one last time just how much you meant to me and the impact you had on my life. You have always been like a second Mom to me and I will always cherish every moment we shared together: every doctor’s appointment I would take you to (even on those visits when you would get so nervous about getting your blood pressure checked), our weekly, sometimes bi-weekly grocery shopping adventures, every restaurant we would visit to find the best foods to satisfy your cravings and wishes, the text messages and hour long conversations we would have multiple times throughout the day and most importantly, the many stories and secrets you shared with me. I wish we could have had one more conversation just for me to tell you how much you are loved and the life lessons you shared and offered were never in vain.
I didn’t realize the day I picked you up at the airport when you moved here would have been the beginning of many abundant days and loving memories. You were always so full of joy and looked at each day as a new opportunity to pursue dreams and live with purpose. You became a pillar and beacon to so many that knew you and a strong force that will never be forgotten. You entered all of our lives as a beautiful and vibrant soul and you left the same. As I mourn and miss you dearly, I know God has received another shining star!
Love you forever and always,
M.